And now, hereis a cat playing the piano....

I want a cat.
A kitten to be precise.
I may or may not wait until after the spring and my very possible international getaway.I would love a cat that enjoyed the piano as much as Miss Nora here.
You have to admit, it's pretty incredible.

Shout Out Loud

I have recently just discovered this musician. A fine, soul - folk singer if I ever did hear one. May I present, Mr. Amos Lee...

Random Castles

I have noticed a trend in my life lately, which speaks volumes to me. Castles have started showing up kind of randomly.
Some months back, I was given a bit of info about myself from one of my friends who shares some of the same intuitive gifts as I have. She told me she saw me living inside a fortress( figuratively speaking); the walls high and thick. Those whom were personally invited, would be the only ones allowed to come though the door. Mind you this was back in June or July - long before I dreamt the break up and betrayal, long before I found my present home and sanctuary.
On BOUNDARY Street.
A place that is somewhat hidden. One drives down a hill, through a busy/crazy intersection, past the "Psychic Reader", up a hill, over three large speed bumps, to a house with a long driveway. And supposing one makes it that far, one still has to knock and be granted permission to enter.
My home truly does feel like my fortress. I feel safe here. To cry. To dream. To heal. To plan. To make myself whole once again. And I choose who comes into my life. The world is scrutinized a bit more closely than before. I listen more to those little messages I receive; that I was so quick to dismiss before. I find myself peering out from behind the " thick, high walls" at those who may wish to enter into my life, and watch them, listening to see if they are worthy of entering my sacred space.
The castle theme started back a few entries with the Kelly Clarkson video. There's the castle with the lyrics to match. I know how she feels...
My pic on my phone is that shot of the castle at Disneyland in yesterday's entry - my constant reminder to stay inside and be strong. And to not to be afraid to dream.
Yesterday I received a post card from my friend Luke, who is currently living it up in Germany somewhere. The post card is of the Royal Castle Neuschwanstein (pictured up top there). I laughed to myself to see that castle post card with my Boundary St. address written in Luke's handwriting. I t suddenly all made sense to me yesterday, standing out at the mailbox. He has no idea even, how funny that is to me! It's completely random...
But it fits.
I feel kind of like Rapunzel. I feel myself almost waiting for some prince or un-prince, as well as friends old and new, and people who want something from me to ride up charging, asking me to let down my hair so that they may climb up and ask for my hand, time, love, or friendship. The difference is, I may not let it down, until I am very, very sure. Until then, I am quite content to sit up in my tower.

I'm Back Baby!!!

Miss me much?
Of course you did.
Cheeky Monkeys!
My laptop experienced some technical difficulties. I sent it out to be repaired. Lucky for me I wasn't charged, though my warrenty was expired. Merry Christmas a little early - to me! I am also a lucky girl to have such amazing friends and family who care about me. Thanks for all of the birthday wishes and for also just being there for me these last months.
Am I having any fun? Am I having any laughs?
Yes as a matter of fact. I returned home from LA on Sunday. The Spice Girls concert was SOOOOOOO MUCH FUN!!!!!! It was exactly what I wanted/needed.
9sorry about the crappy quality. This is from my phone. I really need to seriously think about buying a digital camera. Maybe I will buy myself a New Years present...)


Looking spicy


where the magic happened



It was such a party!



they are so hot they are glowing!




Disney all dolled up for Christmas. Is there a Prince that goes along with this castle? Still searching...HA HA

Disneyland was a half a day of rain with all the NON-OREGONIANS scurrying for cover as if they would all melt. PUH-LEESE! Athena and I were probably the only two people in the theme park wearing flip-flops. It was a warm 60 degrees. And it was fine, until the sun went down, Then my toes got a little chilly....and I almost fell on my ass walking on the very slick brick that makes up 99% of Disneyland. It made Athena laugh. Especially when she traded me flops and had to keep from falling herself. Did I mention I had some In-N-Out lovin? Oh yes. Athena and I shared a cheeseburger orgasm in West Hollywood....I can still smell the bun...
I forgot how much I love airports. Much like how one of my fav movies begins (http://www.loveactually.com/ ) I am constantly inspired by the idea of being able to just jump on a plane and land in a completely different world. The travel bug bit me and I longed to hop on a plane to a much farther destination than Portland, glad as I was to be home. This is the year, my friends - where I set the goal and make the plans to leave the country for at least a couple of weeks if not a month!
For now, I am content to stay in my cozy apartment on Boundary street. Healing. Planning. Creating. Re-inventing. Purging. Gotta lighten the load in my heart if I am going to pack my bags and see the world!
I'm Back Baby!