Personal New Year

Personal New Year Resolutions on this 33rd birthday:
be open- in your heart, in your mind, in your body.
be not afraid- because being open, means being vulnerable. You've been hurt before, and I guarantee you will be again. That isn't the focus. The focal point is allowing yourself to be totally, completely open. To make a fool of your self over a boy who doesn't get you, knowing that one day- another boy will. It means working through a fog, and keeping your eyes on the Light in times of uncertainty. It means being naked and letting the walls you have put up, come down. It means allowing real connection to unfold, instead of being carried away by your won passions, so hastily.

It means taking chances everyday with the words you speak, the actions you take and the thoughts you think.

It means trusting yourself.

It means loving the situations, unconditionally.
Even when you doubt yourself. Even when its hard.
Especially when it s hard.

Because I promise, dear Self, you are the only one keeping track of the failure points. To those around you, you appear to be fabulous, smart, sexy, spiritually plugged in, quirky, funny, wise, beautiful, cute, passionate, silly, and wonderful.

The world wouldn't be what it is without your energy in it- don't ever for a minute think you don't have a place in it.

Be open. Let it in and be not afraid, Little One.

Take this year to kick some ass inside your head, expand your heart space, and get back up every time you feel you have been knocked down.

I promise you that this is where your year of Magical Thinking begins.

Loving you.

Your Self <3